Progress and time to man up...

It has been about three months since I last posted on here and that's a no no.

Well with that out of the way, a lot has happen since my last post. I have lost about 20 pounds and I see significant progress towards my goal. I don't know if I will be where I want to be by June but we will have to see.

I am also officially single and I think it is the right decision for me at the moment. I know that I am not mature enough to handle a long distance relationship at this time and maybe not ever. Some people can put up with it but I don't think I can, it just was not any fun. Life is not all about fun but at this point in time I don't want to deal with all the stress.

Ahhh... last but not least point...

I am still looking at other girls to talk to and honestly my biggest issue is my confidence and my fear of rejection and it has been this way for a while. I thought that with the computer age, it might be a little easier using Myspace, facebook, whatever but honestly (at least for me) its trash. I need to man up and do it the old fashion and just go talk to them, cause my pictures IMO don't do me justice, Myspace also has gassed up a lot of women to the point where they swear their shit smells like flowers. I honestly don't blame them because I was part of the cause. For every message, comment and picture comment I left (these only apply to people I haven't met in real life) I only helpped fill the gas tank in their heads. I can only imagine how many messages and comments these girls get, and honestly most guys are after the tail and the girls who get the most air show the most skin.. I won't lie I like to look but, its time to go the ol' fashion route. NOW NOW I am not saying that online dating and what not can't work because it does and it has, but I don't think its the way for me.....

Now to work on myself and my confidence...

HOLLLA AT THE KID